i want to punch my sister omg i swear.
kakoo
i know you’re trying to help me, but all you’re doing is making it worse. you’re actually pushing me to the opposite direction.
my sister went to golf land today for her field trip and she gave me this paddle ball she got from tickets. this shit.. it’s hard. yeah but i think it got mini splinters from the paddle because it’s cheap.):<
I need something to look forward to.
why does my mom have to say things i don’t want to hear. making me more insecure of myself and shit. i just want to cut my face off so i’ll have a reason to look like crap. whatever,going on the treadmill after my dad leaves for work at 5 so i can feel better about myself l0l. 3 hours left. should i just stay up or take a 3 hour nap? what if the cycle of my sleep is waken up at the wrong time and i’m too tired to wake up? wait the cycle is 1 hour and 30 mins but if i one more cycle it would be better because it’s the same time. so i could probably wake up refresh! i should set the alarm and sleep now.
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idk what to do. should i just sleep since it’s only 2. but i don’t want to… i want to do something! maybe i should read the book for english til i fall asleep. oh boy, watch my dark eye circles and puffy eyes get worse.(;
i feel so out of it. the other day i was randomly spraying water by my seat. then i left to do something. when i came back i forgot it would be wet and i slipped and fell on the ground. i started laughing at myself because i felt really stupid, but no one was there to laugh at me so i became embarrassed at laughing by myself LOL.
then 2 days ago i was going to put this witch hazel toner thing on my face like every other day at night. i don’t know what happened but i grab my eye contact solution instead of the witch hazel toner and squirted it onto the cotton pad. i usually don’t put a lot of the toner on the cotton pad because i’m scared i would use it up really fast and i would have to go buy it again. but this time i was the hell with it, i’m going to put more! and i just soaked the cotton pad. i was going to put it on my face until i realized it was my contact solution. oh my god, i felt so stupid. how did i not know the difference between them. i mean the smell of the toner was so different from the solution.. and the solution doesn’t even smell like anything. i just laughed it off and felt bad because i wasted my contact solution.
i guess when it comes down to it… i’m just plain dumb.
(Source: smile-staypositive, via frozensentoki)
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oh, I went on schoolloop before and it was like “schedule not something…” I forgot. well it was blank, so I thought they deleted every thing.D’: I don’t know even know why I’m explaining when I should thank you. thanks love! <3

